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Nurikochan07
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Interests: Art, Anime, Cosplay, being with friends, roleplaying, singing( althought Im shy), writing, animals, comedys, making others smile~ phycology, horror, angels, demons, vampires, fantasy
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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AIM:  xxchibibridgetxx
AIM:  Nurikochan07
AIM:  ChibiTakusen
Yahoo:  Takusen@fyl.zzn.com
Member Since:
5/18/2004
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| right now : / I just wish things were easier.
I wish I was prettier, doing better in school, not a dumbass, brother was better... etc.
suck is just.. piling up on suck. creating even more suck.... like a Katamari ball of suck =_=;;
woooo suck... I think thats going to be my favorite word for some time now. because thats just how things will be for awhile. SUCKKKK.
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| things have been getting weirder and suckier lately, quite honestly.
1. ghosts. Don't get me started on this one. This is weirding everyone out. ESPECIALLY me. (XXXHOLiC. THANKS. YEAH.)-- Twitching + Cats + Butterflies at Otouto's.... =__=;;; scary shit.
Im having a hard time staying in the dark and sleeping now. So i try to stay up until Im too exhausted and pass the fuck out. ( YAY PARANOIA.)
2. Im totally against drugs. (sorry, but I am. never tried them or nothing.), but I found out today my brother, who is 16, is smoking pot (has been for a year), drinking (getting drunk for over a year), and has tried Acid before. This has upset me very very very much. Im holding back a lot and I WILL do something about it. Im calmer than before. (my brother's friend influenced this GREATLY.)
upset/sobbing > anger/pissed as anything > depression/eating a lot till sick > numb.
Im just happy I can laugh a little at this point. Some friends have talked to me and cheered me up some.. given me SOME words of wisdom etc.. and some even made me laugh. Im thankful for them.
this really makes me sick.
3. Im a total sugar addict. YAY SUGAR AND SWEETS. etc.
4. Im not happy. Im stressed. I hate myself quite a bit now. I'll have to do something about all this.
5. shhh... Im flipping off CCBC ATM. kthnx. (actually, Im flipping off quite a lot of things. HAR. Im just not going to list that HUGE list. it'll suck more than I do.)
Im not sure what to say. But yeah... later.
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| wooooooooahhhhh D:
its been nearly forever since I've posted/looked at my Xanga xD; Im really liking LJ more
Im not only more organized there, but... Its easier to make friends I guess? or find things?
On LJ I can say who can and cant look at my journal. ( I know I can here too, but ::shrug:: )
There are other things I like better too, but right now Im very bored and lazy D: oh well, right~? xD
Im not closing this xanga. I may like to use it again someday~ and I'll try to update from time to time <3
hope everyone is having a wonderful New Year!
Mines is... eeh. Same as usual? Which, could sadly mean a variety of things, Im sure ^^;;
but overall, I guess its okay!
Everyone be safe and take care~
<3 much love!
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| Happy belated
Holidays!
everyone have a
wonderful new year! :DD
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